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November 30, 2008

the buck stopped here

Laying on the couch, fire dancing in the woodstove, a chill in the night air of late fall. A clatter on the back deck picques my curiousity, but I'm too comfortable under my blankie to get up. The clatter ceases.

Some time later, the clatter again - louder. My imagination soars. A bear seeing fit to rearrange things on the deck? Wouldn't be the first time one had come to visit.

I rise from my warm cocoon and flip a switch on the wall. The warm glow of a lamp in the loft casts a misty light across the deck, and there before me stands a most beautiful, majestic four-point buck. He stands at alert for a moment, then hooves make the familiar clatter as he makes his way into the security of the dark night.

We've seen him with a doe and fawn often, nesting by the pond at the edge of the woods just outside the front door. He's looking for a warmer nest for the winter, and our deck, nestled inside the south-facing courtyard of our U-shaped home, provides warmth and protection.

I am pleased to see him again, and marvel that he'd feel safe enough to come right up to our home. Heart smiles.

A couple of days later, repeat performance but in mid-afternoon. This time I am working upstairs in the loft when the clatter begins. I make my way down the stairs and come face to face with the buck through sliding glass doors.

Breathtakingly beautiful lines in his face, colours in his fur. A moment of peaceful gratitude in my day.

He's in no hurry to leave. Meanders off, only after he's investigated the scent of apples in the crate just outside the door.

I am thankful for the visit - a reminder to stop now and again and be peaceful.

November 01, 2008

sacred space

I enter my space this morning. My sanctuary, my haven. It has been a comfort to me - a single space where I alone choose what accompanies me in my space. A clear, clean, peaceful place creativity and quiet.

But I look around - I've been so busy, so occupied, I haven't noticed... my space is not clear nor quiet at the moment. Clutter has dented the typically strong sense of tranquility. What happened?

In the dim hours between nighttime and dawn, candlelight brings glow to my sacred space, renewing a sense of clarity within. It is time for a clearing and cleaning. Re-create my sacred space once again. Return to a sense of gentleness, balance and harmony.

I draw a Spirit Circle card from each deck:

Reclaiming Sacred Space - Yes, of course I'd draw this card. Heart smiles. The Universe knows.

I do not hold grudges. I am releasing anger and resentment. - It doesn't matter in the least how or why the clutter got here, or who put it here. What sense does it make for me to dwell senselessly on what doesn't matter? Instead, I bring my focus to the beauty. Simply invite sacred harmony in to my heart, my space - in this moment.

Yes, the Universe knows.